Sunday, February 20, 2005

Are you wondering if that computer is mine? Posted by Hello

Yes, it's a God-given gift

Indeed, I couldn't believe myself when it came unto my hands. The way it happened, that's certainly a story not easy to forget...

Wednesday: February 16, 2005
It was a normal day when I had come back from school. I was home, wondering about my life and the new studying period. At 9:30 pm I got a call from my uncle telling me he had some stuff awating for me at his place. Some envelopes, an old printer, and a somewhat dusted but functioning computer. "Ok" I said, "I'll meet you tomorrow at 1 o'clock". The one sentence I won't forget about that conversation is: "David, don't think about computers, study, focus on school, and take your rest tonight." So I did, or at least I gave it a try.

Thursday: February 17, 2005
Regardless the fact I'd gone to bed over midnight, I woke up at around 7:30am. Quite early considering the fact I had a free day. As soon as I had gathered up myself and let go off the sleep's lethargy, had my central nervous system led my brains once again to that one thought...having a new computer. It would simply not leave me at ease! I was wondering and wondering about an advertisement of a PC I had seen 2 days ago. It was exactly what I needed at the exact amount of money I could afford. Ok I lie, it was 1 Euro cheaper than the budget arrangement.
Anyhow, after constantly battling against my thoughts, had I finally decided to satisfy their demands and took way to the computer shop. On my way there was I wondering, "Ok o'Lord, if it's not for me, make it clear please".
[that is, I wouldn't accept anything less than my highly fussy demands]
The moment I entered the place and found the device, was I impressed by the likeness and characteristic of it. Needless to say, was it more than what I had in mind. Exactly how the picture above is displayed, was the computer siting there right in front me. In other words: it was like a toy long yearned for, lying behind a showcase focused under the expectant eyes of a child.
No hint of doubt could be found on those eyes. The decision was made instantly. A couple of hours later, was I together with my uncle walking into my room with the toy in hands.
The timing couldn't have been beter than that one. I had a free day at school, my uncle was disposed to give me ride due to the former appointment made the day before, and the computer was being offered at its cheapest just a 5 min bike-ride from my place. Could I ask for anything else? Even the slightest details such as transportation and weather conditions {cold but dry} were arranged from above!

Typing now behind it and enjoying fully the amazing performance of it, can I say but one thing:

"And we know that all things work together for them that love God, to them who are called according to his purpose" Romans 8:28 KJV

Do you want to experience such blessings as the one which I've just been granted? So why don't you start showing a bit of love to your Creator and our Father? Is that too much to ask? That's all He's asking from you: simply love Him! And if you don't know how to, take your Bible and search for the word LOVE. The wonders and promises you'll encounter will revolutionise your world. Trust me, it revolutionised mine.

Tuesday, February 15, 2005

That's what it would take...

What would it take so that you and I, separated miles away
would find a way to be together...one day...

My dear, my darling, the one who's been sent to me
Hearing you in the phone, were you there, close to me
The fragile love of mine was woken up once again
No phone cost could compare to this gain
That is, having you close to me, once again.

"My Lord, you united us by your grace
In Spirit and mind have we become one
Not physically, to prevent disgrace
We cannot be separated, not by anyone
I praise thee, for this angel of mine
Jesus Christ, she's been Godsend to be mine
This unique blessing given by your grace
is only but to give you praise!

It's wonderful! So wonderfu - ul!!
I thank you Lord for all you've done
You gave it all, you gave your son
And now you give on me this girl
It's wonderful...
" (Wonderful by Bleach)

As I sing this song of love
is my heart reminded of my beautiful dove
My Lord, my Father, you chose her for me
How amazingly awesome can that be?
May your name be glorified above!
Not for nothing are you named my God

"My dove, my undefiled is but one;
she is the only one of her mother,
she is the choice one of her that bare her.
The daughters saw her, ans blessed her;
yea, the queens and the concubines, and they praised her.
"
(Songs of Solomon 6:9)

One day, chosen by our Father's way,
Like one-eagled angels who were astray
but found together their way,
Will we fly together for sure
towards the glory awaiting our way
So to our Father's pleasure...
Don't fear, my hidden treasure.

Tuesday, February 08, 2005

When pain becomes the fuel for passion

Yes, it's been quite a long time before any history has been written again. Even though I had the priviledge of enjoying a three-week unscheduled vacation, I remained busy learning and discovering amazing new aspects of a life closer to God. Probably ahead of time, did I begin the Bible study which was meant to be done with the church altogether. Nevertheless, it was during this 'free' time that I could completly focus on reaching deeper for God's amazing wonders.

That, has indeed been achieved. It was during a cold Dutch winter morning, when reading under the luminous light reflected from the sun to the spotless white clouds which eventually reflected through the breadth of my window, that I came to learn another important truth for my life. That is, "Pain is the fuel for passion.". I realized then, another facet for pain. I often used to tell people, "No pain, no gain" which to a certain point is true, but that does not involve the whole of its extension. To make it clearer, here comes my most recent experience lived 'til now.

The first revolutions had been turned. Eventually began my body to react to the growing tension from legs. The cardio frecuency would go higher, heat would be given away, and the locomotive system was reaching its point of efficient functionality. Those facts marked the beginning of a long expected journey.
That journey was not only long due to its length in distance, but also because it promised to be a cold, very cold ride. It could be clearly noticed by the white covered grass and the pale, leafless trees along the way.
Even though I was fairly proteced against such conditions, not even the movement of my limbs could help the end of them freezing to the point of an acute pain. The pain sensors of both my fingers and toes told my brains that not enough warmth was given to them. There was nothing I could do but overcome it. Even after the sun had risen, had still the temperature remained slightly above the freezing point. Nevertheless, after 3.5 hours and 90 kmts of hard training, had my objective finally being achieved...partially.
The center of Amsterdam had to be reached, but with my senses numbed and only one thought on my mind [rest], was my way rather deviated. Riding all over the place, but getting nowhere, was my body starting to give up and claim, "why? Can't this be any harder?" It wasn't the first time I'd done that, but sure enough the first time it took me so long. Even finding a resting place was a tortuous and unpleasant quest which even though was achieved, had the rest itself not been satisfying or restoring enough. In place of the 15min needed to reach the central station, was I wondering for 45min. Contrary to that, was 15min what I needed to shake off the cold out of my organism and stop shivering pitifully.

Sure enough has it been a painful ride. However, was it to be compared to the other aspects of the journey?
After the dark hour, had the sun risen letting me know it was there as the bright burning red ball of fire which it is. All the heavens had to make way for this source of power and life in itself. The skies were open and gleaming blue, the scenery was superb, the life of nature was revitalizing and preparing for the marvellous day to come.Regardless the temperature had raised barely a few degrees, was the embracing light of the sun what gave me the energy and drive to keep on restlessly all the way through.
Hadn't I had to go through the dark time, then would I have never been able to enjoy the greatness of that welcoming sight letting me know of God's pleasure on my life and more, much more...during those coming days.

Yeah, our mighty Creator and lover of our souls sees way further beyond than our pain or present fears. He knows you're there, struggling and wrestling against the pain which troubles your heart, feelings, and body. But He also knows that without that temporary suffering, no amazing wonders can be done thru and for you.
My struggle was temporary, but the joy and fullfilment of peace went far beyond that. It will actually remain as one more of the memories which let me know of God's love for His child.

Pain, is it worth living through? Let me answer it with Romans 8:18 "For I reckon that the sufferings if this present time are not worthy to be compared wih the glory which shall be revealed in us."
I have believed, and lived to experience it.

Would you dare to believe in that promise as well?